As A Child

I had horrible nightmares. It set a lifelong pattern of sleep difficulties. My dreams are so vivid. I smell, taste...feel.
Interested in Psychology led to reading Freud, Jung and many, many books on interpretation, lucid dreams. That discovery stopped the nightmares. I learned how to move in a dream. To confront my fears...but also a joyful part.
One of my favorites, is to run, fast...leaping. I feel this powerful swell of joy. I can go where I want...intoxicating dizziness of freedom.
Exploration.
Wonder. It is this beautiful world I create.
It thrills me every time.
I can't always control every dream. Sometimes, I do not want to.
slsr slsr
41-45, F
Jan 8, 2013