Push The Red Button

Just thinking how self-destructive i have always been:

How I push people away.
How I am a walking catastrophe.
How I do not trust others
How I am unstable and pained
How I am unchangeable and flawed.
How I can never be accepted.

Those I have ghosted-out on because I feel its too much to ask from anyone to tolerate my level of insanity, -- and they'd never know you were just trying to do them a favor.
brokedownmess brokedownmess
36-40, F
1 Response Sep 8, 2012

I feeltheexact same way :'(