I Have Many Fears
After watching a video which caused very deep painful reminders which lead to serious reflection on my life over Dec 2012 to now I have came to a conclusion I had many different fears.
Some of these fears were overcomed as I grew up. I defiently never had any fears of the Wave Machine in swimming pool which people may think caused a fascination with them. Swimming Pool related fear that was managed to be overcome was to go down a waterslide where I just refuse to go down probley due to a childhood suprise of feeling like drowning after coming off the slide in to a deep end.
Some of those fears do get in away of my life. I wouldnt say I have Anxiety to an extent. I have many fears or even doubts.
I know one of them I do have is fear of intmacy (Not Sexual) especially with the parents. When I looked through myself and noticed I had many silly little fears especially in the primary school. 1 of the fears then was of death (Not sure if this was caused by religion). I am kind of social phobia or quite avoidant myself. I am more of a Geek and not pretty social with people in the society as most people's topic seems to be sex which is something I can't stand being around this. I do have a fear of sex to an extent as I remember past childhood problems associating with this fear. I remember some of this stupid little fears which was eventally over comed as I grew up. Fear of toilets, Bouncy castle, Darkness and many more little things. People probley think I am also Love Shy because I been known to push ladies away when they get informal with me or flirty. I believe I am A-Sexual(Not attracted to either genders) anyway.
When I look at some of those fears its like ridiculas. Sex related fears may been caused by previous child sex abuse.
Some of these fears were overcomed as I grew up. I defiently never had any fears of the Wave Machine in swimming pool which people may think caused a fascination with them. Swimming Pool related fear that was managed to be overcome was to go down a waterslide where I just refuse to go down probley due to a childhood suprise of feeling like drowning after coming off the slide in to a deep end.
Some of those fears do get in away of my life. I wouldnt say I have Anxiety to an extent. I have many fears or even doubts.
I know one of them I do have is fear of intmacy (Not Sexual) especially with the parents. When I looked through myself and noticed I had many silly little fears especially in the primary school. 1 of the fears then was of death (Not sure if this was caused by religion). I am kind of social phobia or quite avoidant myself. I am more of a Geek and not pretty social with people in the society as most people's topic seems to be sex which is something I can't stand being around this. I do have a fear of sex to an extent as I remember past childhood problems associating with this fear. I remember some of this stupid little fears which was eventally over comed as I grew up. Fear of toilets, Bouncy castle, Darkness and many more little things. People probley think I am also Love Shy because I been known to push ladies away when they get informal with me or flirty. I believe I am A-Sexual(Not attracted to either genders) anyway.
When I look at some of those fears its like ridiculas. Sex related fears may been caused by previous child sex abuse.
By:
Vinnie01
Age:
31-35
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Male
