Sad On the Inside...
I'm working on it. They say "fake it til you make it" (I think)
I just wish one day, I won't be faking it but actually feeling it. Happiness that is. I pretend alot. I am sad and my personality is sad but on the outside I smile, work, play, go. I wear many masks depending on who I am interacting with.
One day I just wish to be me fully! No masks, no changes, no pretend.
That will be a good day.