I Wish...I wish you could empathize instead of judge me. I wish you understood that your words have such a profound effect on me, they don't just "roll of my back".
I wish you knew how much I love you, and what I hope for your future. I want your life to be filled with love, joy, laughter and peace. I want this for you more than you seem to. I wish you could slow down, not be so defensive that the true meaning of what I am trying to say gets thru before you cut me off and start yelling about something you're hearing, which isn't close to what I'm saying.
I wish you would stop saying "you don't care what I do" when I stand in front of you crying. Instead of kicking me when I'm down, I wish you could hold me till I stop crying. I wish you wanted to hold me till I stop crying.
I wish you cared about us as much as you say you do. I wish your actions matched your words. More than anything, I wish you weren't going to end up alone.
KarynT45 41-45, F 4 Responses 6 Nov 18, 2012