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I Wish...

I wish you could empathize instead of judge me. I wish you understood that your words have such a profound effect on me, they don't just "roll of my back".
I wish you knew how much I love you, and what I hope for your future. I want your life to be filled with love, joy, laughter and peace. I want this for you more than you seem to. I wish you could slow down, not be so defensive that the true meaning of what I am trying to say gets thru before you cut me off and start yelling about something you're hearing, which isn't close to what I'm saying.
I wish you would stop saying "you don't care what I do" when I stand in front of you crying. Instead of kicking me when I'm down, I wish you could hold me till I stop crying. I wish you wanted to hold me till I stop crying.
I wish you cared about us as much as you say you do. I wish your actions matched your words. More than anything, I wish you weren't going to end up alone.
KarynT45 KarynT45 41-45, F 4 Responses Nov 18, 2012

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There are times when we can only wish. If only our wishes would come true. Life is such that it does not care who it hurts neither is there a way out so it seems.
I hope you find solace at least in EP until then.... when I cannot say as I am hurting too.

This is very sad. . .

I hope your muse gets this. They seem to be missing a very kind soul...

Thanks so much for your words of support! Ive talked about maybe separating, because if he's not feeling it he's not feeling it. He freaks out whenever I talk about it. I've never been the sort to want someone to stay for my sake, or to stay where I may not be wanted. Sad is exactly what i feel. We will see what happens...thanks again!

I am so sorry for you, but sounds sad, that he is not there for you... also sounds like his love or affection towards you have wondered away, i think thats when people become unpatient with eachother... Maybe he has some problems at work... Try to talk to him... But i am feeling for you... Good luck!