After Several Years On AFF

The first couple years after I joined adultfriendfinder was kept from my wife because I worried what she might think of me if she knew about my fantasy of watching her having sex with someone else. I was curious at first. While growing up, during school, college, military service, and within my circle of friends I never heard anyone say I want to watch someone **** my wife. So I assumed I was a pervert but soon after becoming a member of AFF it seemed to be moore normal than not. I figured it was taboo, something a lot of guys thought about but would never say it out loud.
After a couple years I finally got brave enough to bring it up and pretty much got the response I expected "are you crazy ?" We live in the bible belt and are very active in the community and anyone who knows us would never believe we would be on such a site let alone be considering a 3some. About a year after bring it up she started getting curious, I'd occasionally bring it up and when she finally decided I was serious and not testing her loyalty or anything like that.
One afternoon I was browsing mostly looking at other guys wives when she looks over my shoulder and says "If I do this I want someone younger and far from home" I was shocked. So the search was on. I never dreamed it would be so hard to find someone, much less ask them if they wanted to **** my wife !! It didn't take me long to realize there are a lot of crazies, a lot of fakes, a lot of rednecks, and a few nice guys on AFF. I posted a picture of her on our profile showing body type but with her face cropped out and we literally received hundreds of emails. As I was refining my search method it hit me what type of crazy redneck loaded with tattoo's finishes college? So I made that a requirement along with age, distance (so no one would find out), and a "G" rate picture (every guy was a ****).
I know there has to be some type of physical attraction but my wife would find something wrong with every guy I picked. I was checking emails one evening and had just about decided she was just to damn picky when she says "hey he just might work" I went soft to hard in under 5 seconds. He was in his late 20's,120 miles from home and had a 4 year degree.
After a couple emails on AFF we exchanged private emails swapped some pictures and after a month we set a date December 4th 2012. On the way they text several times and I don't know who was nervous the most her or him. I must admit I had a lot of mixed feelings while I watched and photographed my wife of 20 some years **** that kid, but after it was all over I find it the hottest most arousing thing I ever saw. My opinion of her hasn't changed I love as much now as I did 25 years ago.
A day or so after we emailed him and asked if he was interested in maybe meeting every two months or so. To make a long story short we met last Friday and everyone was a lot moore relaxed and we hope to meet again in a couple months. Although it took a very long time we were lucky to find a great guy to help with our fantasy, and nobody will ever no !!!!