Yes I Do...have Friggen Mood Swings!

Unfortunately with Mother Nature's monthly gift, I become an unpredictable bomb. I go from near tears in one second to threatening to choke someone in the next. I feel bad for the people who have to suffer around me during this time. I feel deeply lonely and depressed and then later that night I will feel filled to the brim with anger, dangerous anger. It's not like I WANT to feel sorry for myself, but then the rain cloud surrounds me and I feel so alone I wanna die. And the anger? You think I like it?! Heck no! I don't want people to be afraid to be around me for one week a month because if they so much as look at me the wrong way I will threaten to shove the nearest object up their...Anyways, I have been plagues with this most of my life and thankfully my severe mood swings only last a week. I really do have such sympathy for those who have them constantly. It is a tiring process to go from 0 to B**** in 5 seconds.
hopelessromantic137 hopelessromantic137
18-21, F
Dec 9, 2012