Mental Disorders.

I'm a 22 male, who was abused, mentally abused and sexually abused when I was younger.
The abuse was almost everyday, same with the mental abuse.
I was raped when I was 13 by two adults, male and female, for two months and by some of my family members.
I have Panic disorder, PTSD and Paranoid schizophrenia.
I feel ashamed that I was raped because I'm a male.
So when I was 18 I joined the Army, because I didn't know what to do with my life because of the past.
I couldn't let go, and still can't, but I'm working on it with my therapist.
From the things I've saw and did, gives me flashbacks.
I can't take it anymore.
NC82nd NC82nd
2 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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I can relate!its the hardest thing to deal with!!