Both of my parents were abusers as well as godparents and a trusted family friend. My sister and I were both hurt by these people. My fathers family all practiced ****** in fact there was an entire community of intertwined cousins, uncles fathers and daughter. Very strange. My mother knew about the ****** within his family before she married him but she married him any way, Idiot she was. My father began his abuse when I was 2yrs old and it continued until my parents divorced when I was 18 years. My mother said she did not realize that he was hurting me she said. I dont like either parent much.
I was dx with MPD about 2002. When the psych doctor explained the dx to me i began to understand why I do the things I do. I had to be hospitalized for a while because it was a dangerous period for me, I had burned my arm badly and did not know which one was responsible. But I burned lot cut and alot of risky things. At least that was what I was told. Even now I am not integrated dont want that ever. Content as we are.