I Have Multiple Personalities

Untreated Diagnosed Help Please

By: bloodredhanded

Written on January 31st, 2013

I have been Diagnosed with DID (MPD) since I was little, but my parents would never get me help for it, calling the diagnoses and treatments "mumbo jumbo" but i struggle alot. i have 8 alters 7 of them don't give me as much trouble as "her" Artemis has gotten us called a Sociopathic, Psychotic, Sadistic, i suffered quite a bit of trauma as a kid, abuse as a kid, neglect...well long story short my childhood was not a happy one, Artemis unlike every other part of me CANT let it go, she feels like shes clawing at my insides screaming clawing....causes alot of trouble for me broke a bullys arm once in two places, shes scared off a lot of my friends..i get flashbacks so bad i get panic attacks, i have nightmares and night terrors so bad i am screaming and sobbing in my sleep, alot of people getting mad or confused at me saying i did one thing i said another ...i swear i didnt..my DID is tearing me apart...i cant take it anymore...i really need help...please..thats not all of the story but its all i can type right now..

By: bloodredhanded

Age: 18-21 , Female

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8 responses

Peregrin

Have you thought about what it is your alters are trying to tell you? Do you keep a diary? Try that and try to make it clear to them that you want them to write in your diary so that you can see whats going on. If they think you can't handle it though they won't talk to you.

Mar 18
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bravenewgirl85

You need to talk to someone. It helped me a lot to have someone that everyone one of my selfs could trust it took a long time, but it was worth it. Their are free psych services for people who have been through severe trauma. Go search them out. If I find the link I will post it here. Never give up hope.

Feb 8
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clouds4208

Hi sweetie, now that you are older, PLEASE get yourself to a doctor. They can help you -- that is what they are there for. Do it today. **hugs**

Feb 1
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- bloodredhanded
  i just dont know how im going to afford one
  
  Feb 1
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- clouds4208
  well don't give up yet...there has to be a way
  
  Feb 1
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rickibrat2

As strange as this may sound it seems to be more common in red heads
I am or was also MPD.

Jan 31
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- clouds4208
  not strange, red heads (like me) are different from most people :D ...and i am proud of it lol
  
  Feb 1
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- rickibrat2
  I to my wife and I both had flaming red hair.
  
  Feb 1
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