Still, I Wait....

I have had MANY tests! I keep waiting to hear the final word, and I JUST realized that NOTHING is final but death! So with that thought in mind, still I wait!

What am I waiting for, YOU ask? I'm waiting for March 29, 2010 when I meet with Dr. Dowart and he tells me for sure that "Multiple Sclerosis" is the diagnosis of MY present health condition!!! Now read this CAREFULLY.....As I was on my way to the hospital this morning, MY call to the neurosurgeon was FINALY being returned from a neurosurgeon (NOT Dr. Dowart) and BOTTOM LINE....she told me that all the indicators from the MRIs are pointing towards Multiple Sclerosis (MS). She told me that it could be "controlled" with medication, however, she would let Dr. Dowart have that discussion with me.

I asked her if the spinal tap would be able to tell for sure; she said that the MRIs may be enough, however she'd have to leave it up to Dr. Dowart, whether he'd want to do the lumbar puncture or not! So, still I wait!

She did let me know that this numbness that I keep feeling in some of my fingers, are symptoms of MS! Umphf, MS follows me in more ways than one...but that's a "whole nother" story! HA!

Epeeps, YOU gotta know that I am NOT the type of person who wants pity from anyone! ALL I can do THROUGH this is to continue to be the BEST ME THAT I CAN BE!!! If MY positive outlook on MY life and life in general is going to offend YOU, I'm WARNING YOU it's best that YOU stay away from ME! I will NOT let negativity invade MY little corner of the world!

I will continue to express my feelings and have a life here in the Merry Little Land of EP for as long as the people behind the scenes of EP will allow me to! I very SERIOUSLY believe in LIVE AND LET LIVE and since we are ALL in this world together, LET'S ALL, JUST GET ALONG! I absolutely LOVE this song (yeah, me and another song! SMILE!).....

Some of the words.....

I need you, you need me; We're all a part of God's body.

Stand with me, agree with me. We're all a part of God's body.

It is his will that every need be supplied; You are important to me, I need you to survive.

You are important to me, I need you to survive; I pray for you , you pray for me.

I love you, I need you to survive.

I won't harm you with words from my mouth; I love you, I need you to survive.

It is His will, that every need be supplied, you are important to me, I need you to survive.


LetMeGo2 LetMeGo2
41-45, F
5 Responses Mar 9, 2010

THANK YOU weareone, that song is beautiful! TAKE CARE!!!<br />
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lilyiam07, I've given it to Jesus, the ONLY thing that I can do, is to continue being the best me that I can be! THANK YOU for your prayers! TAKE CARE!!!

I hope the results come back and dumbfound the doctors again, but if not I will be lifting you up in prayers and I do hope and pray that God continues to be a source of strength for you and your family. Stay strong and God bless you.

Listen to these words. Lord bless and always in my prayers...<br />
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Okay, MS can be controlled. There is diet and meds out there today that were not available before. But no matter what, God loves you and will never let you down. And you have me praying for you daily. Not that I am so great, but every little prayer helps. I work the center tomorrow so will add you once again to the prayer list. All will be well,