Nervous Habit I Have

I seem to have had a nervous habit since childhood.  I used to love the feel of the silk blanket in my hand and would pick at the stitching that holds on the silk with my fingertips.  Now that I am older I find that anything that can give my fingertips a little tactile stimulation gives me great satisfaction.  Not sexually, but in a comforting way.  I will find that I rub the material on the couch, rub the stitching along hemlines all with my fingertips.  I love the inside lining of a light jacket.  I rub the material between my first finger and thumb and that feels so good.  There is stitching on my seat in my car where they have sewn the leather and I love to rub that too!