When I was young, I often dreamt or hoped for a romantic relationship, marriage with someone I love.

As I grew older, I realised I am different from friends. It didn't really affect me at first with few freckles appearing. But later on, it worsened, I have freckles on my neck, back and armpit. Lumps start developing mostly on my back and mini bumps on my arms.

I feel disgusted. All my dreams and hope of being in love and having a marriage is shattered.

Born in an Asian country, I don't think I can ever find a man who can accept or love me as who i am.
earthling17 earthling17
2 Responses Jan 16, 2012

Hey, I have Nf too, and live in Singapore
Sometimes I feel the same.but I tell myself it acts as a shield to repel those who are so shallow as to find love through looks only
But who am I kidding, in the end we all drown in a pool of insecurity, waiting for someone To prove themselves.

i have NF also.