I have been in one long term relationship but he was the last. He really broke my heart. I was 19 and he was 35. He was really sweet. He used to take my shopping and let me borrow his car but he drank waaaay too much and smoke weed. He is married now and we play this online game thing together but I am glad it didn't work out, but somehow I think that breakup really hurt me. I have been so cold ever since and haven't had a relationship ever since.