Nope, Never Been There :(
Nope, I have never been in a relationship. Don't even know how does it feel to be in one? Maybe it's because of my struggle. I am so busy in my own struggle to survive that I don't have time to fall in love and for the things like that.
I don't have money either to spend on a girl. I always wonder how people can afford to spend so much time and money on their partner. I haven't got the answers yet.
Some years ago when I was in the school, there was this girl who seemed interested in me. but I wasn't like other guys, I felt guilty to give attention to these things when there're too many important things to do. I ignored her and resumed my struggle... it's killing all my desires. and when it comes to my principles, I have great courage and determination. I show them that no one can change my mind and I feel like a winner only to realize later that I have lost. I haven't touched a girl yet...How does it feel? It's truly a different world where I don't belong. I don't think I will ever get married. May be in this life, I am supposed to live alone. It's so sad, but I must accept :(