Lonely Little GirlIt had never been one of my priorities because I always thought I need to work my butt out in my studies. I am a nerd. And what's worst being a nerd is that I'm shy and introverted so I don't have much friends in school. To why I became the person I am today is a looong story. Let's just say, I learn from my mistakes, in a funny way. Instead of being more grateful to the world, I punish and torture myself because it gives me some form of satisfaction that's really complicated.
It gets me thinking sometimes: What's wrong with me? Am I so flawed? No one ever likes me? As you know I am struggling from inferority complex ever since I was 11, and that doesnt help at all. I get all deppressed, imagining myself all old and wrinkly and alone. It's kindda pathetic.
fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 5 Responses 1 Jan 30, 2011