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I Have Never Been In a Relationship

Lonely Little Girl

By: fuglygirlonthebench
Written on January 30th, 2011
It had never been one of my priorities because I always thought I need to work my butt out in my studies. I am a nerd. And what's worst being a nerd is that I'm shy and introverted so I don't have much friends in school. To why I became the person I am today is a looong story. Let's just say, I learn from my mistakes, in a funny way. Instead of being more grateful to the world, I punish and torture myself because it gives me some form of satisfaction that's really complicated.

It gets me thinking sometimes: What's wrong with me? Am I so flawed? No one ever likes me? As you know I am struggling from inferority complex ever since I was 11, and that doesnt help at all. I get all deppressed, imagining myself all old and wrinkly and alone. It's kindda pathetic.

By: fuglygirlonthebench
Age: 18-21 , Female
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8 responses
  • spawn1984
    spawn1984

    Hello, in a way this is kind of funny.. not in the sense that you are hurting, but in the sense that you believe you are a nerd, and shy. Honey do you think you are a nerd because you are smart? lol..if it weren't for the smart people like yourself, all of us dumbasses in the world wouldn't have anything to keep us occupied!! Your not a nerd, you are very intelligent. And as far as being shy...more people than what you think are shy as well, some people can just hide it better than others!! people don't like to show how they truely feel, why show it when we can fit in with the crowd...right? Im very shy myself in certain ways, your not alone. Blessings!

    Apr 7, 2012
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    • fuglygirlonthebench
      fuglygirlonthebench

      I am well, awkward, a dork...the loner....:/ can never be anything other than those

      Apr 8, 2012
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    • TheLuckyHobo
      TheLuckyHobo

      I feel like that too. :/

      Jun 1, 2012
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  • fuglygirlonthebench
    fuglygirlonthebench

    @ somebody151 : i really really wanna believe you. thanks anyway. you made me feel better

    Mar 12, 2011
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  • somebody151
    somebody151

    I know you feel. I was shy in High School and never got the courage to ask anyone out. It's something I regret to this day. I always thought that I could never find someone. Relationships were for other people. It made me feel socially inferior.



    Believe me you are not alone.

    Mar 12, 2011
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  • fuglygirlonthebench
    fuglygirlonthebench

    @ aliloveless : I always thought I was the only lonely girl in the world. sobss*

    @coderedgirlx7 : yeah maybe i should but i am always awkward at social gatherings and stuff like that.

    @ babe 11 : Thanx. Your comment cheer me up!

    Feb 4, 2011
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  • coderedgirlx7
    coderedgirlx7

    Well, you should work on making some friends now then. After you make some friends slowly work your way into making a boyfriend. You don't even need a lot of friends, just a few close ones. That's what I have :) And maybe you'll even find someone within that group of friends? You're still young, you'll find someone =)

    Jan 31, 2011
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  • LovelessDeluxe
    LovelessDeluxe

    I get what you're saying. I've been single all of my life, too. V-day is just another day and I'm pretty apathetic about it. "Who cares?" is how my feelings are for that day. Don't worry about that relationship drama. The fights, disagreements, and compromise are enough to keep me alone for life! I'm not expecting Prince charming (or princess hot-a-lot) to scoop me up & change my attitude. Somethings people have, somethings people wait for.

    Jan 31, 2011
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