I Hate Being SingleI used to tell myself that I liked being single, I liked the freedom of being able to do whatever I wanted, but the reality is I hate being single. There is no freedom to do anything I want because what I want is what I can't have (and have never had); a relationship.
When I was younger I always had a clear vision of myself being with someone else, I could see a future that involved children, a husband, a fulfilling job, many good friends, and a beautiful home; As I have gotten older that vision has started to fade, these days it doesn't even exist. I had this conversation with a friend and told her that ba
I will be turning 24 this year, to many people that is still young, there is still time. I am feeling like by this age I should have made at least one real attempt at a relationship (I was head over heels for a guy, but he did not feel the same). I worry that if I ever get into relationship I will not know what to do and I will eventually have to reveal to my partner that he is my first date AND boyfriend. This embarasses me, but I don't know why.