I have felt lonely almost my whole life. People came and left from my life but I was unable to connect with them. I have no social skills and I feel that people dislike me, although I always try to be friendly. I feel so ugly and unwanted, my self esteem is getting lower day by day. I have never been in a relationship and I think myself as a big loser.All I want is to find someone to give my love to. But noone seems to want it.