This is a very touchy topic for me. I am an 18 year old girl and I feel like there is something wrong with me because I have never been in a relationship or been kissed. I feel I am missing out on a lot. It isn't because I am mean or ugly or anything. I don't know why no one wants to love me : (. I often get very depressed over this. No guy has even ever asked me out. What am I doing wrong? what is wrong with me? I am afraid that I am starting to become bitter. I hate valentine's day with an absolute passion. I feel awkward and jealous when I see a couple holding hands or kissing. I don't want to feel jealous or bitter anymore. I want to love someone and have someone at least try to love me.