God. Why me...

God.... I am so alone..... I'm in a bit of a depressing slump right now because I have never been in a relationship nor do I expect to ever get into a relationship. I have problems relating to people, just about all people. I frequently question what it is that is so different about me to which there is never a reply.



It nearly brings me to tears to see all these people who like me have never had a first kiss, a first girl friend......



It's so difficult to fathom the possibility that despite what the norm is and despite what everyone tells you , I may very well be one of the few who slip through the cracks into a life of emptiness and loneliness.

Mudd000 Mudd000
18-21, M
2 Responses Feb 18, 2010

I don't know how it feels like to be in a relationship. I don't expect to get into a relationship either....

heck man i' in the same situation as u........ u know..... to be surrounded by friends who r all in a relationship (or have been) but it just never works 4 u........