A Guy Who For Some Reason Or Another Has Never Kissed a Girl
I'm a 16 year old guy who's never been kissed before. I'm not depressed and I'm not a loner, infact quite the opposite. I am fairly popular in my highschool and I'm in many of the social circles or "cliques". I've been given different nicknames by the different groups, and I seem to get along well with almost anyone. I seem to make a good impression and get along well with people because I'm a joker, I'm confident and creative, I don't judge others, and I like to help people and do good. I've never been in a relationship before, but I have had a few strong crushes on girls over the years. I've been to wild parties before (although I never drink or do drugs), and I have been around lots of girls. I message some of them over facebook and chat. Despite all of that, when it really comes down to it and I'm by myself in my house, I feel like nobody will ever be anything beyond my friend. It's like I'm doomed to a popular existence of many friendly acquaintances who enjoy my company in groups, but have no other interest in me. The lack of closeness and connection with someone special preys on me when I'm alone. It makes me feel blue. I wish there was some girl who would like me as much as I'd like her and we could kiss eachother often.