18 And Never Been Kissed

People tell me I shouldn't be so worried about not having my first kiss. No guy has ever said "I really like you" let alone suggested he was interested in me. It's hard being a teenage girl in high school enough and then you have people asking "Are you gay?" because I've never dated. I see kids younger than me losing their virginity. I guess I'm not a catch anyone wants. My sister is beautiful and is getting married next summer. I can't really count the times I've cried myself to sleep because of this and it's such a silly thing to worry about... or so I'm told. I feel like I'm losing out on my chance to experience things that I won't be able to do when I'm older. I'm not the prettiest person. I do not like wearing make up because I don't feel comfortable. Hell, I feel even more ugly. I was flat out told by a kid at my school that I was ugly. I didn't know how to respond so I just laughed and agreed with him. I'm never going to have kids because I don't want to damn them with my looks. I don't know how other people feel about this but a ""friend"" of mine told me I should be thankful that someone would want to rape me (i have never been raped).
theabandoned theabandoned
18-21, F
6 Responses Dec 3, 2012

I'm the same as you. I'm 19, and I have never been kissed. I'm now a university student, all the girls here are beautiful, and they can kiss anyone they like. For me it's not so easy. I used to feel exactly the same as you do, but trust me you are beautiful.

I'm a 18 year old girl who hasn't been kissed as well and I know how this feels but you shouldn't beat yourself down about it like this. You are beautiful and never forget that. I am a christian and this verse has always helped me get through my tough moments of this, For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. "I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well." (Psalm 139:13, 14 NIV)

Thank you guys. I really appreciate the support.

High school is where everyone is judged. We live in a world where Kim Kardashian is a role-model. It's not your fault that people don't see the beautiful woman that you are. They don't see the world with the same rose colored glasses that you do. You are beautiful. Don't let anyone tell you different. p.s. I don't wear make-up either. It's a bother and women are much prettier without it.

Most guys don't try to date or kiss the girl that does not put out Berkeley did a study on what made guys ask girls out they took twins very nice looking put one in sluty cloths and the other in church lady cloths one got asked out 4 to 10 times a day one never got asked out so don't think it's you it's men they really do think with the small head

People tend to judge on looks, but if you have the chance to prove how great you are, someone will most likely be interested in you. Are you a nice person? What are your main qualities?

I like to think I am a nice person. I am very protective of my friends and I'm willing to do anything for them. I have strong believes (not religious) and I feel like people don't like that.