Not Really Bothered

It doesn't really bug me though. Now and then I'll wonder why I never chose to when I had the opportunity. Occasionally I regret not taking the chance with at least one specific person. Sometimes I wish I could just go try it on a random (good looking of course) stranger.

I think one of my best friends believes I've kissed five or six men. She refers to my "experiences" and stuff like that. But I really try not to give that impression. I just don't give any details about any of my relationships.

But for the most part, I don't even think about it. It might if I end up "old" and never get to experience at least one really good kiss, but for now I'm ok with it. :)

26-30, F
1 Response Aug 14, 2007

It never used to bother me until I was 17, about to turn 18, about to become an adult, which caused me to go through a bit of a crisis. But now I'm slowly getting back to the point where I'm at least somewhat ok with it. I have my reasons, I know why it hasn't happened, and if I could go back and change it- maybe I would, but maybe I wouldn't...