Gone Too Far

I have been caught up with a very stressful situation in my life right now and I have lost track of school work. Usually, I make sure that I don't miss a deadline and I even have a planner for the assignments that are due. I didn't think that this problem would make me so forgetful. Honestly, I think that I have lost the motivation and drive to complete my work. So many things have taken place and it feels like I am losing control. I wish the pain would go away and I wish that things were different for me right now. How does someone come back from a traumatic shock and be able to function like nothing happened. Sometimes you can feel alone in this world and you don't have anyone to talkk to you about your problems. It would be best to keep my head up high and try to do the things that need to be done and when it involves telling a person a painful truth, it has to be done. Things need to come into the light and be exposed for what (or who) they really are.
beautywithin20 beautywithin20
18-21, F
1 Response Nov 9, 2011

it is weird that i happend to read this comment tonight because that is exactly how i feel right now. i have been through a tramatic experience and i am not able to focus at all on what needs to be done. but you have to focus on the small steps you are making. although i only studied for an hour tonight i would have not been able to even do that a week ago. it takes time to deal with things and it is hard because you feel like you are the only one who feels like this. but your not because if you were i wouldnt be writing this comment right now. hang in there because with each day more pain will go away and you will be able to let the good in even when all you see is bad.

Thank you for your words