A Broken Doll
First off, I have 2 gorgeous sisters. All of our life they get the stares, the curshes, and the relationships. Here I am. I'm a little overweight (but not obese) and not foul-looking. I've heard at least that I'm not bad as far as looks go... yet here I am at 19 with not a crush to my name. I've never had a relationship (which is ok I'm not looking for one) but the fact that drives me to bitter tears in the dead of night, is that no one has ever even been interested... ever. My sisters have a fair horde of ex's and polite declines, but I the ugly ducking do not seem to be anywhere near to becoming a swan. I fear that I have been birthed into the wrong family somedays. I have fought with my body and image since age 13 and it tears me apart. Why? What is wrong with me?