I'm Still Alone
It's strange kind of feeling, because I like loneliness, but sometimes everybody needs someone. My relationship with other people are terrible. People still expect something from me, but I don't want to change my all personality to be a better woman for example. What does it mean to be better woman? I'm not going to pretend a beautiful sex bomb 'cause I am not. A lot of men think that if I am interested in painting I'm crazy and fun-loving person (it's a stupid stereotype in my country ) but it's untrue ! I have a lot of problems to keep a long - term relationship with men, because I'm a virgin and they couldn't understand or accept it. Unfortunately I have never met a man who I could trust. My friends say: " you are pretty, you're young ... you'll find someone" . It's easy to say . I meet a lot of people everyday, but I'm still alone.