19 And Never Been In A RelationshipSometimes I think that it probably wouldn't worry me so much if I didn't have friends who were all in serious relationships. Serious relationships that involve planning for summer vacations and music festivals and who's-celebrating-at-whose-house for Christmas.
It scares me that all of these people close to me are beginning to work their lives around that special someone they've found, and that more than anything, it scares me how I will probably never have that. I'm not an attractive girl, and I don't have much to brag about in bed, so it all feels a little hopeless for me. I feel like there's nothing I've got going for me, and I'm scared that in ten years time when my friends are happily married and my younger siblings are starting their own budding romances, that I'll still be where I've always been; progressing at my own pace and just as alone as before.