I Asked Santa For A Guy For Christmas....he Got Me Socks.Every time I start to get those butterflies for a guy the first thing I picture is bringing him home for the holidays. Its stupid soooo stupid. right? but it happens everyyyy time. I was joking around with my cousin and he asked me on thanksgiving what i wanted for christmas and I told him I wanted a dude. lol so then I stuck with that and was hoping and wishing lol Christmas day finally came and well I text over 50 people Merry Christmas!!! the majority men. I got tons of responses and just one of them text me the whole day. I do love him a lot he is my best friend. But I feel like I physically needed someone there. I picture "him" and i at my grandmas house, on the couch with his arm around me, him in a suit and tie and me in a pretty dress, talking quietly and smiling at each other while tuning out the Christmas chaos :) Kissing under the mistletoe. Ive always wanted to do <3 and Every single year when I hear "Last Christmas by WHAM!" I think of the current guy I like and picture next christmas singing the song about him. I hate that I do it but its like I know what the outcome will be. And no one to bring home for Christmas.......means no one to kiss on new years :/
This wish of mine is also part of the reason I get depressed around the holidays.