17 and Alone
ok i'm 17 nearly 18 and i've never had a boyfriend, well except when i was like 5 or 6 but that doesn't count as we were just friends who happend to be a boy and a girl.
family and friends say i'm pretty, but guys never seem to see me that way and well i don't know what to do because i don't want to throw myself at guys ( even if i did i wouldn't have the guts to, or even really know how to)
and i just feel like a loner, especially when people talk about dates and things and i just nod and smile i haven't any experiance.
i mean i know i'm shy but i make an effot to look nice and speak up more, and i try to be myself.
i just don't know what else i could do or if i should just not worry or whether i'm just not the sort of girl that guys like.