I'm Not Sure...
I'm really not sure if I want/need one...I mean, sometimes I see guys with girlfriends and think it would be nice if I had one. I always get enraged when I see couples displaying affection, and I think it may be out of jealousy.
But at the same time, I wonder what the point is. I'm always getting mad at couples and thinking they're so stupid (like I said, possibly out of jealousy), but even if it is jealousy, it would be really hypocritical to hate couples and then go off and get myself a girlfriend.
I honestly never really have looked for a girlfriend or even tried to get one. Even if I did get one, I just wonder what would I do? I mean, what would I do with a girlfriend? I don't believe in sex outside of marriage, so sex isn't an option. But if sex isn't an option, what's the point? Just to have someone pretty to look at? I can do that on the Internet. Someone to talk to? I have friends for that, plus I don't care for talking anyway. I'm quite introverted and not social at all.
But at the same time, sometimes I think having a girlfriend would be really nice...but I'm not sure why.
I don't know, I guess I'll just keep living the single life like I have been for the last 19 years. That's easier anyway.