Will I Ever Have One
When i was in elementary school in grade 6th and 7th everyone would be girlfriend and boyfriend for a day then find someone new the next day except for me. at that point i didn't care that i hadn't had a girlfriend or even that i really didn't have a friend that was a girl i kept telling myself that in highschool i could meet my first girlfriend because i knew that nothing in elementary school lasted. my time in highschool is about over and suprise surprise i still haven't had a girl friend and any girl that i could call a friend i only know because im friends with their boyfriends. i have been slowly starting to think that i will never get a girlfriend or a sexual encounter with a girl. i havent kissed a girl yet and have never even been close to kisssing one. im shy and cant talk around girls in anything more then a very robatic way of speaking. i wonder if i ever will get my first kiss or my first girlfriend and i would say i have quit trying to get a girlfriend but i never really ever have tried being to nervous and afraid.