Every girl/woman I have ever been interested in has walked away with another man. I am 30, male, heterosexual, will be attractive once I lose weight. Trouble is I don't drink. If you think that doesn't limit my social prospects, wake up.
When I was 18 the first woman I ever fell in love with, who was 10 years older than me, told me it couldn't work. My mom punished me for having feelings for her and I lost my job over it-- we were co-workers. Triple whammy. I never recovered.
I am still convinced that this woman and I are meant for one another but she does not agree. So why do my hands still shake when I see her? It's a big town, we don't see one another often and we don't work together anymore.
Anyway, I thought I moved past her but then I started to realize that women weren't kissing me. They weren't rubbing my back or sitting on my lap. I started drinking a little and it helped, but then I lost my career and my friends at the same time so I had to give up drinking, and I lost my social skills with it.
Several girls have followed and all have walked away for another man. Last one swore she didn't have a boyfriend but when I asked her out she said she did have a boyfriend. Personally I think she lied- rather than say "I don't want to go out with you," easier to say "I'm seeing someone." *****.
Anyway. This is a direct indictment of all women. I declare you all guilty of never giving a decent man a chance, preferring alcohol.