I've Never Been A Serious RealtionshipI have never been in a serious relationship, I am 21 : let me better explain that I have been in a relationships but they always end with me falling too deep in love and giving myself when they give nothing in return. I think most of that comes from our differences in what I think a relationship should be verses their meaning of a relationship.
I think that when you are in a relationship it should be 50/50 and you should give your all to your man and vice versa, I have not once found a man to give me his heart and share my interests and uplift me, yeah when I was 15/16 but that does'nt count.
I would be with a man for like 2months and after I start to get real deep feelings and give my all they decide that they dont want to be in a relationship and scared of commitment...wtf you wait till 2months to tell me this.
I tired of messing with BOYS why cant I find me a real man who had dreams, ambition and heart to take care of himself, his woman and his family.
Is it me? There is nothing wrong with me,,,ok ok sometimes I can be a little cocky or picky on what I like, But I will not apoligize for what I want in a man and when the time right I think god will send me him but I feel like I just want him now to hold me, love me and uplift me.
Please shine some light on this dark part of me