Exquisite Values

In Brazil, most guys older than 14 years old have kissed at least once, or do it every day. It's a common thing around here.

What's not common is someone older than that to have never kissed. I am going on 16 and I can shamefully say that I have never kissed a girl.

I acknowledge that I am your everyday geek, so I might not be exactly socially inclined to relationships, but that doesn't change the fact that I have my social needs as well, and sometimes such lack disturbs me. I am socially awkward, shy, but I'm open to people who try to talk to me.

Problem is, they don't. Especially girls. I can't be sure on that, but I feel like they avoid me. My looks are average, they aren't bad. My only aesthetic problem is acne, but it's scarce. Yet somehow I don't have many friends, let alone ever had a relationship.

I feel left out, abandoned, lonely.


I feel cold.

ThatLameKid ThatLameKid
18-21, M
3 Responses Dec 2, 2009

dude im 19 still no first kiss. ur not alone

your just like me :D

you shouldnt...i didnt get my first kiss till i was 17..