Frankly...For the past few years I have dealt with incredibly complex, vivid and morbid nightmares. Each one is unique. I have deal with them every night and the only way to avoid them is through exhaustion. I have become desensitized to them and real world violence to the point where a friend once sliced there hand open and I sort of stared and took her hand and patched it up, feeling absolutely nothing apart from concern over blood loss. I don't feel panic or fear anymore. I don't comply with pain and I can't allow any compromise. I can't take medication. Therapy doesn't help my spartan mindset.
Any of you people have advice out there? Cause I am all out of Ideas.
VladimirStronsy 16-17 1 Oct 8, 2012