Nightmares.

Every single night I have nightmares. Sometimes, they are just short, simple nightmares. "Oh no I'm being hunted down, oh! I'm dying." Wake up, rinse, repeat. But about once or twice a month, I have long nightmares. You might think, couple of days. No, these long nightmares last years. I've spent more life times in these nightmare realms then I could express. Recently I had one where I spent over 100 years living different lives. I've been trying to write out all of my long nightmares, but they are almost prohibitively lengthy. I've tried meditation, and changing my sleep pattern so I could have more lucid dreams, change the dream realm, but I'm always bound by the rules of reality. It's been going on for, as long as I can remember. Typically, I can handle it, but, lately, I'm wearing down. I just don't know how I can keep sleeping. I don't know what to do, and I don't know why I'm reaching out. There's nothing I can do.

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Sep 16, 2012