I'm So Lonely, In Need Of Friendship

I am gay. I am a mother . I have one true friend. Other than that I have pretty much no one. It is really depressing, because I fear there is something wrong with me. All the people I meet are flaky and say they will hang out with me someday but never do. And even if they do, it's like once in a blue moon. Then nothing, they hardly contact me, I'm the one who has to contact them, and then they act like they're not interested in being my friend anymore. I will never understand it. I'm beginning to think there is something I'm doing wrong. I mean I'm sweet, a good friend, fun to be around, a great friend to talk to, I don't know what else to do, but I feel like no one cares about me, not really. My family hasn't completely disowned me for being gay, but they find it repulsive so they stay away. I don't know what to do. They rarely see me anymore, and when they do it's very awkward........
folo folo
36-40, F
Jan 9, 2013