i have no identity , even though i have a surname i do not relate to this. when i have gone through my life with little support from my family i feel i start to lose myself. where are they you may ask, well who knows and who cares , bought together out of a selfish need to bear a family and then rejection rejection rejection. i feel sick when i see everyone else with loving families around them, mine are dysfunctional , always were always will be. so where does it leave me wanting and needing that love and support around me a strong father figure,to know someone is always there to back you up, but noone comes to my infantile cries ....
psychicprayer psychicprayer
1 Response May 11, 2012

I completely understand how you feel. The people that are supposed to be closest to us can be the ones that hurt us the most. I find myself physically hurting watching mothers and daughters together and seeing pictures of family reunions on facebook. I don't feel so alone and out of place knowing there is someone else feeling as I do. Seek out good friends..we are out there searching too.