My ***** Donor

I never had a father.  He ran out on my mother and me when i was just a little girl.  He was never the type to have any parental bonds with anyone, but it did hurt me.  I mean..i was a child!  I needed him in my life at the i just want him to keep the h. ell away from me
DemonDusk DemonDusk
18-21, F
3 Responses Dec 10, 2007

I don't even know what mine looks like, but I hate myself, because apparently, I look just like him, so I'm just a reminder. He skipped out when I was 3. Haven't seen him since. Don't want to.

my father didnt run out on us my mom took me n ran out on him when I was 2. He wanted to marry my mom but she was 17 n didnt want to be a house wife. I know where it started I know his name I know what he looks like. All I have to do is look in the mirro. I tried to find him but always come to a dead end.

For me it's the opposite. I never knew what it was like to have a father when I was little and quite enjoyed having my mum all to myself (I'm an only child). Now I am older I want to know who he is, what he is and why he did what he did. It doesn't really bother me too much that he left and I'm sure he had reasons for it. In a way I'm glad he didn't come back as it left my childhood clear of any unpleasant or confusing incidences between him and my mother (like having 2 separate families for instance - I've seen this mess my friends up).