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Why Did Everyone Abandon Me?

to make a long story shortish...

i developed agoraphobia, lost my friends from high school, they all went off to college and forgot about me, i got my first job, made new friends, going to college was so hard cause of my agoraphobia, working was difficult, lost my job, ended up with 10 in 3 years, i made one best friend who dropped me about 6 times in 4 years... now i'm at the end with nobody to talk to except my cat. i am sooo lonely. my family can't stand me, i still live @ home, i'm overweight because of all the meds i had to be on. i can't find a job... no school, no job = no friends, no social life. the friends i had abandoned me and stopped talking to me like i murdered somebody. they avoid me like the plague... life sucks right now. and i keep wondering when will it get better? 

lifesucksrightnow lifesucksrightnow 22-25, F 11 Responses Nov 28, 2009

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my cat died now i really am alone

I have no friends either and really no family anymore. I'm older and it's harder when you are older. You are young and still have plenty of time for things to change. I have a few pets around that keep me company sometimes. People are strange and not very nice sometimes. Many actually just suck much of the time. Just remember, it isn't you, it's them.

Don't feel bad I have no real friends ether. I try to pull it through each day as hard as I can without having a tear come to my eye. My parents are dead and I live in an orphanage. I'm 12 years old without anyone to talk to. Not even a pet. I use to have friends before my parents died in a car crash. After that incident my life has gotten worse and worse. I've attempted suicide 9 times and counting. Now at my orphanage I'm on suicide watch. I wish the best for you and all the people who are going through rough times.

Don't feel bad I have no real friends ether. I try to pull it through each day as hard as I can without having a tear come to my eye. My parents are dead and I live in an orphanage. I'm 12 years old without anyone to talk to. Not even a pet. I use to have friends before my parents died in a car crash. After that incident my life has gotten worse and worse. I've attempted suicide 9 times and counting. Now at my orphanage I'm on suicide watch. I wish the best for you and all the people who are going through rough times.

Don't feel bad I have no real friends ether. I try to pull it through each day as hard as I can without having a tear come to my eye. My parents are dead and I live in an orphanage. I'm 12 years old without anyone to talk to. Not even a pet. I use to have friends before my parents died in a car crash. After that incident my life has gotten worse and worse. I've attempted suicide 9 times and counting. Now at my orphanage I'm on suicide watch. I wish the best for you and all the people who are going through rough times.

Don't feel bad I have no real friends ether. I try to pull it through each day as hard as I can without having a tear come to my eye. My parents are dead and I live in an orphanage. I'm 12 years old without anyone to talk to. Not even a pet. I use to have friends before my parents died in a car crash. After that incident my life has gotten worse and worse. I've attempted suicide 9 times and counting. Now at my orphanage I'm on suicide watch. I wish the best for you and all the people who are going through rough times.

Don't feel bad I have no real friends ether. I try to pull it through each day as hard as I can without having a tear come to my eye. My parents are dead and I live in an orphanage. I'm 12 years old without anyone to talk to. Not even a pet. I use to have friends before my parents died in a car crash. After that incident my life has gotten worse and worse. I've attempted suicide 9 times and counting. Now at my orphanage I'm on suicide watch. I wish the best for you and all the people who are going through rough times.

NEVER QUIT

You poor sweetie, I feel for you! Your pain comes through your posting. Got teary, reading how your only friend is your cat. I was once saved from a horrible event by a cat I had never seen before, befriending me, it sat in my lap for close to an hour, sniffed my face and hat repeatedly, and was the greatest comfort. You need counselling, not those horrible medications you are on, making everything worse, and making pharmaceutical companies richer. I hope you had some comfort over Christmas, and that you might see some light on the horizon. In your favour, you are young, lots of time for things to improve, and you deserve happiness. I hope for your sake, you meet at least one good friend, who isn't so fickle as your last friend. For the record, I'm old enough to be your Mum, but I'm young at heart, and not too bad looking for my age, an Aussie whose partner of over 20 years broke up with me, there's not a day goes by when he's not in my thoughts, love him forever, miss him and his family and our mutual friends terribly, and am myself not rich in the friendship department. I feel a kinship with you, none of us is an island, and I wish you much happiness and a very Happy New Year!<br />
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All the best, sweetheart, you are worthy! Don't you forget it!

it will get better msg me anytime

dont feel bad i have no real friends