Lonely.

I've been through the same things and understand how you feel. xx

I will always be here for you.. you will never be alone xox

hi, my name is chris. Just read ur story. I know i was a about 2 months ago but just wanted 2 see if u still need a friend =]

what is wrong with human beings is all i can think when i read your story. you seem like an amazing person.

"People say if you have other people around you, you're not alone."-----This is 100% wrong.. most of them will laugh at u when u r hurt, make fun of u and who knows someday they even join the bullying party too. Morons never change. No will supports but will try to harm either verbally or physically. Even the most trustworthy friends too sometimes back stab u coz of jealousy. It sucks. Well u never live alone forever, fakes and idiots r always available. THE hardest part is FINDING THE REAL ONE AMONGST THE THOUSANDS OF FAKES.

I feel your pain, I was bullied a lot during my high school years, and some of my "friends" were the cause of it. They always wanted me to do bad things like smoke, drink, party, and have sex. When I couldn't because of my sickle cell, and the fact that I would rather wait to have sex after I'm married.

I'll be your friend! I'm nowhere near you but we can talk here anyhow. I'm quite touched by the little you've chosen to share here...

I've always been fortunate to have a few really good friends. Remember, in order to have a friend, you must BE one!

I was made fun of and bullied from second grade to high school. I was always in fights and running. After I moved I still had the victim mentality and I've never been able to truly relate or make friends since. I hangout with a random associate every 6 months or more, and I haven't been hugged besides family in 5 months. You're not alone.

i completely understand how you are feeling, im experiencing same as, sucks to have no true friends.... How about finding a new hobbie or doing an activity you really enjoy? It makes me feel more happy and takes your mind of being depressed or even having a pet that keeps you company? You seem like a nice, lovely person to chat with, hope you find true friends that will stay with you no matter what happens.

Sounds like you're very exacting when it comes to friends. I too have a lot of acquaintances but very few friends. Like you, a friend to me is someone I can rely on no matter what or when. Very few people will make that commitment.

I sympathise... is it still this bad, or have you made any friends since you wrote it? The few friends I had at school moved away, and when I came back home after uni I really didn't make any new ones. I'm still in touch with friends from school and uni, but having no-one locally is hard.

I agree 100 percent. It's really hard to not have any friends to go to when you have a problem, or someone to talk too..but don't ever give up. Im going through the same thing,my one and only best friend is my boyfriend and I couldn't be happier, all I ever had from friends was betrayal, it's hard sometimes when you don't have a women's opinion though..so if you ever need support or someone to talk to, I'm here :) <3

Tianajade, I understand 100% and I am so sorry for your horrible experience. You could have a million friends on facebook, a group of friends at school, be at a concert surrounded by hundreds of people.. and STILL feel alone.. I can only hope that one day you meet someone grand and have a great bond and TRUE friendship with them. Do not ever give up on friendship. You are still young.. you have the world and nothing but time on your hands ahead of you.

I wish you the best of luck and if you ever need support.. I am here <3

-Tainted

From some of your writing, you seem like a very kind intelligent person and i don't see any reason why anybody wouldn't want to be your friend. I too have anxiety (social anxiety) and struggle with friendships.I have a very strong urge to connect with someone someday on a very deep level.
Its nice to know that your not alone.

I agree with a lot of people here, you are a great writer. Reading your stories, I relate so much to them. It is so encouraging to know that there are people out there that know the struggles that we've gone through! I think you seem like a really lovely person, and I truly wish you the best of luck in all of your en devours. Especially concerning agoraphobia, I know how lonely and irritating it can be, and how insensitive people can be towards and illness like such. By the way you present yourself on here, I bet you could make plenty of strong lasting friendships out there. Take care friend. :)

Why why why why i see people like me in the world who got no friends gosh, sorry as mind always speak first then i write with my brain :).Consider me a crazy friend as that si who i am and just to let you know i do every crazy thing to just let my friends feel happy and always there for them.I naturally do accept people when add me to their circle as don't add people first and just about friends i tried having in real world so called friends and it sucked as taking advantage of me and betrayal both made me stay for long with no one but myself and have an online friends who sometimes wish if i can meet all of them.

You sure you are not my sister?

Hey add me as a friend, I need one to.

please add me ill be ur friend

I went through Elementry havng a ton of friends, until my parents got into an argument with one of the main teachers and moved schools. Then life was really bad for awhile. I got into highschool and ended up back with all the same friends, it was great for awhile. But those people changed, they started to value material things, they cares too much what people thought of them. For those reasons and others I abandoned them, but through highschool I was constantly out or partying, strangely enough I think the only time I spent at home was the weekends, it was the kind of life teenagers dream about having, I'd trade it all in a second for one or two real friends.

I know. Some people just have the prefect life, the perfect friends. I too crave friendship. : ) Be strong.

I thought about you. I tried to add you, but couldn't. Sorry. Maybe you can add me.

ITS TOUGH NOT HAVING REAL FRIENDS' I DO THINK PEOPLE ARE BORN LIKE IT NOT TO HAVE FRIENDS' ITS A STRANGE FEELING TO BE ALONE , THE WAY I SEE IT IF YOU NEVER HAD FRIENDS' WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG YOU'RE NEVER HAVE THEM WHEN YOUR OLDER, I DO ONLY MEAN TRUE FREINDS NOT PEOPLE YOU KNOW

It can be sad to be alone, but some benefits come from it too. Incidentally, I like your humour, the "energy saving" comment.

You are young and beautiful, if you are like this inside too then friends will certainly arrive.

I'll be your friend.

Well, virtual friend :P It's less stressful like this. But seriously, I'm not at all bad about being a friend and actually I can be pretty good at it.

Aww poor thing! I know how you feel i've been there ...

I have a ''group'' but they are like the opposite of me .. they are so loud and i'm pretty quiet and shy ..

Well, myself, I have only been friends with a couple of people, and good friends with two. And even then, I still feel alone, wanting friendship. Well, you yourself sound like an awesome person to be with. You still have the rest of your life to live, so you might be able to make some friends then. Best luck to you.

You seems like a cool person to have friendship with, so just hang there and don't worry as will find some crazy people out there to jump in your way and be friend with you :).Literally i have no friends to hang with or even hear anything from anyone to say hbday to me, but my mom and sister an dniece do congratulate me for my bday so i just live my life while try my best to make life rock on as music always make me feel flying lol :P.

Have you built a wall around you to protect yourself....