Everyone Left...Throughout my whole life I have always treated every friend so great, I always did whatever I could for them but in return, they never did anything for me. Until I met my best friend eight years ago and we were unseperable since we met, we've always been there for eachother. But last month, my boyfriend of four years came to visit me for a few days (we live in seperate states) and when he was here, I was happier than I'd ever been in my life. While he was here, my best friend got really mad at me and now things between her and I aren't the same at all, I dont think she really wants much to do with me anymore. Its horrible.
Since my boyfriend left to go back home, I have never been more depressed in my entire life. He works a full time job so I rarely get to talk to him, I dont know when I'll be able to see him again. And on top of that, I think I lost my best friend. I have never felt so alone. I dont have anyone right now. I miss them both more than anything and theres nothing I can do about it. I've fallen into a deep depression and I have no idea how to get out of it.