I've always had some really nice friends growing up, I actually felt really good with who I hung out with, then as soon as I moved I didn't know anyone at my new school, over all I was being bullied as well, for things that were even true. I gave it time, and I did meet some actually nice people, we would all hang out and go places and do things all the time, it lasted for a while and I felt really happy to have people around me and then outta no where they stopped talking to me, As soon as I got home schooled (read my story about bullying to understand this part) we were out of contact, and that was the end of that. I never really understood why that occurred, but now I have no one, and overall I'm an only child and it gets super boring, like legit I have no friends at this point. I always think oh its me , it has to be me, I'm such a ******* idiot, No I'm not but I feel that sometimes, and it makes me feel so bad about my self. I just really wish I had someone,a friend, anyone I could talk too, and for my family of course they care and they feel bad but they don't have all the time in the world to fix it, they recommend going to places and doing things and getting out of the house which I do, but you cant just go up to someone in the streets and go hey wanna be my friend :D lol but the sad part is when I go to after school activities for example, I still cant find a friend, I mean there's nothing wrong with me, and people just look the other way, I'm always friendly and still I always get the door slammed in my face. So sad, people are seriously missing something that could be a real blessing in their life if they met me. Now don't feel bad for me cause that's the least thing I want here, I just don't get it though, I mean I hope as time goes on I'll meet some new awesome nice people, Cause this really makes me sad sometimes. Let me know who has been in my shoes before or is currently in the same state as I am now.