So the last time I had a friend I was like 5 and there was only one. Sure plenty of people ask to be my friend. And what do you do in a situation like that say yes of course. But it what's after that what gets me, I can't communicate well with others. I get too caught off guard, then stumble and say stupid things. I don't really act my age, I act older. Not 16 older but 40 older, I would rather curl up in bed in a house coat my cat at my side,tea or coffee in hand and read a book. Nice and quiet. Or watch a documentary on some historical subject, or go watch anime. So I'm pretty boring around other people. I'm not exactly lonely, or content. I guess I want a friend but one who understands when I want to be alone. and likes the things I do so then at least we have something in common.