I am feeling a bit lonely right now. It just seems like no matter what I do, I can't seem to make friends.  If I do can't keep them. I someone I was friends with.  She has changed when she got her new postion at the office.  She has become very arrogant and hateful. Yet she is Christian. I felt sad to see her because I still love her.  She is my sister. I did try to talk to her but ignored me. I pray for her all the time  that God will open her heart.  I have left her alone, but I do pray for her.  Another so called friend, turned her back on me because she made new friends and decided there was no room for me in her life.  I am hurting right now because I loved them.   Part of me still does love them.  There is no way I can get them back. Must move on. Still hurts.  I can't make friends on this site. Most of the circle of friends on this site don't keep in touch. I don't know what else to do.  I am emotionally drained.  I just keep talking to God.
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2 Responses Jan 21, 2013

I can relate to all of you! I am trying to find a friend and wish to find someone near by to me one day. I hope you are all well today!! :)

I can understand in a way where you are coming from. I am a grown, married woman. We have no children. I had what I thought was a very close friend at work. I treated her like a sister. She stabbed me in the back and now makes it out to be that I'm the bad person. I'm so disappointed and hurt Due to growing up in a very dysfunctional family, I've always tended to keep to myself in order to not get hurt all the time. This has continued into my adult life as I do not easily trust people. I have a sister and brother. I am not close with either and have not spoken to them in over 10 years. I have friends who are just associates. No one who I can share day to day things with, go out to dinner, a movie or shopping. I am emotionally drained from keep asking myself what is wrong with me and why don't I fit in with anyone I meet. I try and try only to get excluded. I am a very sensitive person. It takes a lot for me to get close with anyone because of the fear of getting hurt, backstabbed etc. If you need a friend to talk to, I'm open to that.

hi this is a reply to both of you. I can relate to what you're saying. I don't feel like going into detail right now because I don't want to get upset. But you know what? we're here on this forum and we can support each other and there are almost 3000 other people in this group. That's something, isn't it?

Thanks guys. I hope you can add meto your circle.