In high school I wasn't the stereotypical "loner". I had friends. I didn't always have someone to eat lunch with but whatever. After graduation everyone went their own way. Everyone went to college and met more people. Me I didn't I went to work and made "friends" through there. Even with that done I felt everyone was more of an acquaintance. I don't have people who randomly call me up asking me if I want to hang out. Sometimes I wish I did. Sometimes I don't. All in all in times like these when I just totally feel withdrawn, empty, and numb yes I wish I had friends I could talk to about it. It would make dealing with **** a lot easier than bottling it up all the time.