I'm not sure I have a purpose. I always thought my purpose in life was to be a Mom, but that's not a likely scenerio for me unfortunately. So, I work with children, but recently got laid off, so now i'm not sure I was even on the right path for me. I know life isn't fair, but when I see 14 year olds with babies it really ****** me off. Why should they be able to have them, and I can't? I have a fear that any man who finds out how hard it is for me to have kids (not to mention the expense and if it will even work at all) will not want to have anything long term with me. Its just sad because I feel like I have so much love to give......more then anything, it just breaks my heart. Hopefully my "purpose" will reveal itself to me in time. But for now....I just live day to day and live. Thats all you can do, right?