CrushedHere I am staring at the screen. I know what needs to come out but I can't find my train of thought. It's gone & left me, stranded. Every word arrived in my mind all at once. Each one clambering over the next to get out, so that now it's just a mass of nonsense...
The silence brings panic because the thought that you might never look my way again is terrifying.
When I think of you I get so completely overwhelmed by emotion. Big fat tears that feel as though they've risen up from my very core billow from my eyes as I fight for breath... Every time.
You say you just need a little space. I can understand that. I can respect it. But I feel like I'm collapsing under the weight of it too.
I am sorry, truly. I never meant to hurt you.