Nope Not a Clue
It is not something I am complaining about
just seems to be a very general situation in my life
For instance, tonight I am working on an assignment that I started a few weeks ago but putting three random sentences on a page and then leaving, and now have gone back and developed six pages of research based on random sentences.
I seem to hear something within and act on it - as it comes from within, it is not thought out, so there is no plan, so whilst I am often satisified with whatever I am doing, I just have no notion of what the hell I am doing