I'm So Lost

Simply place your right hand on your heart and just repeat "all is well" then,
then,

Just listen to your inner voice, coming from your mind, your angel, listen

listen then you will get a message


love the people in our lives
Like we’ve never loved before.

I agree, you are still very young. But, I can sense your need to have some direction. I would suggest contacting friend/aquaintences in the art business or hobby and shadow them for a day or two. I did this my first or second year of college when given the assignment of writing about "What I wanted to do with my life". I took the opportunity to go to work with a good friend (who was like a mother figure to me, and much more established). She worked with children with special needs. I knew I loved children, but honestly had that moment where the "light bulb came on"! I knew that I wanted to be a teacher. I was able to get a job shortly thereafter working as an instructional aid which only soidified my decision. Good luck. But do remember, there is plenty of time. Since you have an idea on the direction you want to go, I think you are well ahead of the game.